Rec-cember Day 2: Merlin

Dec. 1st, 2025 10:45 pm
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Merlin

This BBC show for children is a prime example of one of those fandoms where, for me, fanon clearly surpassed and trascended canon. I don't think I ever finished watching the show back when it was airing, but man, the Merlin/Arthur fic I have saved I have gone back to hundreds of times in the intervening years, especially as podfic. I don't know why precisely the idea of a relationship between a stuckup but brave prince and its bumbling but loyal manservant was right up my alley but it just was.

The Student Prince by [archiveofourown.org profile] fayjay. This is a modern day AU where Arthur is the heir to the British throne and he meets Merlin at university in Saint Andrews, in circa 2010. This is basically the one of the best YA romances I've ever read, better than most traditionally published stuff and it can totally be read with little to no knowledge of the tv show. I re-listen to the podfic version (read by the author herself, who is actually better than most pro audiobook readers) at least once a year.

[personal profile] fayjay has podficced many of my favourite canon era stories, like In Time of Trial by [archiveofourown.org profile] shinetheway; The Beltane Cycle by [archiveofourown.org profile] astolat/ Naomi Novik (here is the podfic); The Crown of the Summer Court by [archiveofourown.org profile] astolat/ Naomi Novik (here is the podfic).

The Pitt

I've fallen down the rabbit hole of Mel/Frank shipping and I regret nothing, the quality of the writing for this pairing is stellar. I have 80+ bookmarks for it on the Ao3. However, I do have a soft spot for another pairing, and that is Robby/Abbot. The two ER cowboys, chief attending of the day and night shift respectively. Old man yaoi at its finest. My interest in the pairing is completely [archiveofourown.org profile] alethia's fault. I've been a fan of her work since Generation Kill and she is just such a talented author I literally cannot choose which one of the 30+ Robby/Abbot fic she's written so far is my favourite. I love them all. Go on, pick one at random and read it, you will be blown away. [personal profile] alethia gets these two characters in a way the writers of The Pitt can only dream of. If you're a podfic nut like me, you could start by listening to Safe Haven by [archiveofourown.org profile] andrasteemraldpetal .

Rec-cember Day 1: Veronica Mars

Nov. 30th, 2025 11:37 pm
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So, as I said a couple of weeks ago, I'm going to take part in this challenge where you post recs for the month of December. I'm not sure I'm actually going to be able to keep up with daily posts for a whole month, but I can sure try. Few things fill me with more excitement than proper fic recs. I still miss the golden days of fic reccing, back when crack_van or epic-recs were active on LJ. Anyway, the way I decided to play it is this: I'm going to try and do a different fandom each day (though I might do repeats for those fandoms I have more recs for); I'm also going to do a single story for The Pitt every day as that's my current fandom (and I haven't been this obsessed with a single fandom and pairing for years, lol); I'm also going to add podfic links whenever possible, because podfic makes everything better.

Veronica Mars

Rich Dirt by theohara. Logan/Veronica, spoilers for S1, technically, though this is an AU of Shelley Pomroy's party. 3K words. I can't believe I'm kicking off this challenge with a fic which is on LJ and actually still accessible. Lol. It's been over 20 years since this was posted. Maaaan, I'm a true Fandom Old. This fic is second-person narration which is something I usually abhor, please don't let it put you off? It's very good. There's a great podfic by [archiveofourown.org profile] knight_tracer (one of my fave podficcers, I just love her voice and accent!) here.

A Strange New Story Every Time by [archiveofourown.org profile] gyzym Logan/Veronica, futurefic, spoliers for the first three seasons only. Almost 20K. Veronica and Logan meet again in NYC, 10 years after the end of the original run. There's a tiny White Collar cameo, btw. Fantastic characterisation and the dialogue is * chef's kiss* perfect, the banter between these two. Also, the character have aged and thank God matured. Love a future fic that actually allows for character growth. Podfic (a collab!) is available here

The Pitt

Okay, this is mostly for those of you who haven't watched The Pitt yet, Noah Wyle's new medical show set in a Pittsburgh ER. If you haven't you totally should, it's the best tv I've watched in a long while, though of course I literally grew up with ER and John Carter was my first tv crush back when I was 12, lol. Still, what really stole my fannish heart is an unlikely and yet absolutely perfect pairing between two doctors: Frank Langdon, canonically known as ER Ken, a heartthrob, cocky, talented and very damaged fourth-year (senior) resident and just-starting-at-this-new-ER second-year resident Mel King, who is neurodivergent (probably autistic), kind, empathetic and such a darling. They have a mentor/mentee dynamic in canon but their chemistry is undeniable.

I'll get you started with an instant fandom classic for the pairing:2:00 AM by orphan_account. 8K words. Frank/Mel. “I don’t understand why you’re letting that asshole crash at your place,” Santos says, flopping back on the couch in the break room. “Seriously, Mel. There's a reason his wife kicked him out.” You can listen to it as a podfic here. Do not read this if you haven't watched the show yet, as it'll spoil a big character development point for Langdon that was a huge plot twist-. As I said, this is already considered a fandom classic even though The Pitt has been around for less than a year. It showcases Langdon and Mel's dynamic perfectly with great characterisation. It also features a lot of medicine and many of the other characters, it encapsulates pretty well what the show is all about while delivering grade-a shipping stuff.

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From The Mandarin: Santow tips the bucket on AI slop

In a landmark speech delivered to the Sir Vincent Fairfax Oration in Sydney on Thursday, former human rights commissioner and now sought-after ethical adviser and academic Ed Santow delivered a serious wake-up call to assorted artificial intelligence cheer squad leaders and positivity meme flunkies.

Santow is positive about AI but also highly aware of its impact on societal functions, governance, and culture.

In a tightly woven speech that planted a deep stake in the necessity of the retention of knowledge and memory, Santow argued that “history matters on its own terms”, and its interpretation is also powering the next version of what we know as language models dip into the well.

“As AI disrupts our economy, politics, society and environment, I will make three arguments today:

AI might seem like it comes from the future, but it learns from the past, and so it also anchors us to that past.
Our history — or rather our choices about the versions of history that are recorded and remembered — influences how AI takes shape.
It is not enough that we expose AI systems to a ‘more accurate’ view of history; we must also draw the right lessons from history if we are to avoid repeating the mistakes and injustices of the past,” Santow said.
Exposure of AI to better feedstock is a difficult topic because, in large part, it assumes that the quality of inputs will self-correct problematic outputs. Yeah nah.

“Throughout history, we have built machines that are born like Venus — fully formed. When a car rolls off the production line, all it needs is a twist of a key or the press of a button, and it will work as intended. This is not true of AI,” Santow argued.

“AI systems start as ignorant as a newborn — perhaps even more so. A baby will search for its mother’s breast even before the baby can see. An AI system possesses none of a baby’s genetic instincts. Nothing can be assumed. All knowledge must be learned. The process of teaching an AI system — known as ‘machine learning’ — involves exposing the machine to our world.”

There’s a further problem, too, and it’s a systemic one. As internet pioneers like Vint Cerf noted, the great tech behemoth has trouble retaining both memory and history.

“The regime that should be in place [is] one in which old software is preserved; hardware can be emulated in the files so we can run old operating systems and old software so we can actually do something with the digital objects that have been captured and stored,” Cerf said in 2018.

“Think of all the papers we read now, especially academic papers that have URL references. Think about what happens 10, 20, 50 years from now when those don’t resolve anymore because the domain names were abandoned or someone forgot to pay the rent.”

That’s now happening.

But the warnings are at least a decade old.






I am wary of the about-face in my thinking on Large Language Models. Right through my time in lit academia, I was unusually positive about LLM and its uses in my field. I do not have the skillset, for instance, to work with or for Digipal, but I find their stuff REALLY COOL. It was something of a frustration to my mentors (and me, tbh) that the kind of literary scholarship I wanted to do just... didn't call for these kinds of digital tools. Even in the literary composition realm - while I encountered some truly un-informed uses of LMMs - I was significantly more willing than most literature scholars to believe that LLM linguistics could make findings as to authorship, at least on a "more likely than not" level.

In part, that is because in first-year English I was assigned some readings (in a sub-unit module on functional linguistics for literary studies) which looked at how forensic linguistics, focused not only on easily-identifiable dialect words but on patterns of "filler" words and sentence structure, had demonstrated throughout the 90s that Australian police were influencing interview records, particularly from Indigenous subjects, in ways which ranged from outright fabrication to shaping/skewing interview reports.** The case made by pragmatics is that individual speakers' uses of function words, sentence structure, etc, are shaped by context (e.g. are you or are you not a policeman), but can also, with sufficient corpus, be distinguished among individuals. I don't really see any reason to suppose that Billy Shakes is any more unique than the wrongfully convicted Mr Kelvin Condren, or that imitators of/collaborators with Billy Shakes would be less detectable to an algorithm than false police reports. Oh, there are other factors - can't use punctuation for early modern texts, because the printers did that part; medieval texts have layers of author, scribe, oral retellings and subsequent copyings, etc. I've never yet encountered such an identification that I'd hang my hat on as absolutely conclusive out of nowhere, but such studies never come out of nowhere and texts always have some context you can look at. Likely enough to work with? Sure.

I am very wary, therefore, of my current tendency to reskeet dunkings upon AI, sweeping statements about the "word association machine", etc. There are, in addition to fascinating historical uses of LLMs, very important practical ones! I would like to see those continue and be improved upon!***

I don't think I'm 100% wrong about generative LLMs producing "slop" at the moment, that's pretty clear. But I am concerned that I'm plugged in to a social media feed of academics and wonks who not only see all the current problems but also seem to be unaware of or walking back on the previously attested promising uses. So. I am not recirculating nearly as much as I read, and I am trying to weight my reading via sources like The Mandarin, rather than via Academics Despairing or other versions of the BlueSky Hot Take mill.

The article above says that Santow is "positive about AI". I rather wish it had covered what Santow is positive about, because from what they've quoted from him as to the things to be wary of, he seems to have a nuanced grip on things.

* A stand-out was a linguist using the out-of-copyright editions in the Corpus of Middle English Prose and Verse, apparently unaware how much editorial shaping went into them, or that they are not at all up-to-date, or, upon quizzing by one of my colleagues, that the poetic texts might predate the manuscripts and differ significantly from spoken English at the time of the manuscript composition while also not reflecting spoken English of the putative poem composition date.

** I don't have my 2005 syllabi to hand anymore, more fool me. I do not think that the article we were given was Diana Eades, "The case for Condren: Aboriginal English, pragmatics and the law", Journal of Pragmatics 20.2 (1993) 141-162, but it definitely cited that article and Condren's case. Condren is a QLD case and I think the article I read was about a cohort of WA police transcripts - but that article I just cited is useful in that it has a good-enough overview in the unpaywalled abstract to illustrate my point.

*** For instance, PHREDSS, the system which monitors presentations to NSW emergency departments and produces a read-out with alerts of Public Health Interest, is an LLM. You can find a fairly readable evaluation of its use in regional NSW in relation to large gatherings and public health disaster response on the Department of Health and Aging's website. What I know from my Sources in stats is that the surveilance model is designed specifically for how emergency departments use language and record presentations, and then even the simplest-seeming uses for public health are looked at by experts in both this kind of stats, and epidemology.
The example I was given by my Sources was "pneumonia": in 2020, every day our good friend PHREDSS delivered unto the NSW government its ED data, tagged by presenting condition and location. Pneumonia was a leading indicator for COVID-19 at the time. However, someone has to check and weed out the "person didn't actually drown but they got water on the lungs" kind of pneumonia. (Given what I now know about the frequency of aspiration risks in the elderly and people with chronic illnesses, it's not going to be the surfing accidents that are the main reason you need a human to look at it: it's that if you get a statistical spike in pneumonia admissions from aged care homes in X region, you could be looking at a viral outbreak or you could be looking at some systemic failure of care leading to a whole bunch of elderly people aspirating and it not being addressed appropriately, leading to pneumonia.) This 2015 article looks at the ED-side data capture problems relating to "alcohol syndrome", and whether such data has "positive predictive" value for public health, if this sort of thing tickles your brain.
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AI Slop Recipes are Taking Over the Internet and Thanksgiving Dinner is what my feed greeted me with this morning, and geez, it's making me feel even more fiercely determined re the mini cookie cookbook of recipes I've made and loved that I'm trying to put together to send out with holiday cards this year. Though I need to get off my butt with those, too, still haven't ordered them.

In the meantime, the current status of this year's Thanksgiving meal:

- Main: Kristina Cho's Chop Shop Pork Belly, from her Chinese Enough cookbook. Pork belly is currently air-drying in the fridge; all we have to do Thursday is roast it. Will be serving with rice (or possibly a rice stuffing, see below), and ...

- Cranberries: Kay Chun's Cranberry-Asian Pear Chutney, as always since 2001. This is done and chilling in the fridge. But I was chatting with Marissa Ferola (who runs Nine Winters in Huron Village, Cambervillains), and she shared her daughter's cranberry sauce recipe with me, with fivespice and black pepper and mandarin and chinkiang vinegar! So that sounds intriguing. And I think both will go great with the spices of the pork belly.

- Stuffing: I found Rize Up's KPop Gochujang Loaf in stock last week, which means THIS IS THE YEAR I am *finally* making Mandy Lee's red hot oyster kimchi dressing. Seriously, this has been on my Thanksgiving bucket list for years. Between the New England tradness of oyster stuffing, [personal profile] hyounpark's well-documented love of oyster kimchi, and me finally putting all the pieces together, I am so stoked to make this. There's still a possibility we may get fancy and put together a rice-based stuffing on the side, as that's what my mom and [personal profile] hyounpark prefer, but we'll see. But I do need to get started on it.

- Cornbread: I was trying to de-dairify our favorite custard-filled cornbread, but the experimental batch yesterday proved that coconut cream does not behave the same way dairy cream does; it was pretty obvious when there was a giant crater lake of liquid coconut cream after an hour of baking when it should have settled into a layer in the cornbread, and upon slicing into the cornbread, said pool of coconut cream completely spilled over like a spring river. So the backup plan is to try it with our local dairy's A2 cream, since our issues are lactose intolerance rather than dairy allergies or veganism. I'd also been picturing flavoring it a la Betty Liu's lemongrass corn soup, so I may steep the coconut *milk* with the lemongrass, but leave the cream alone. (I'd steeped the coconut cream with lemongrass before, but I'm wondering if that also might have created custardization issues. Won't have time to fully experiment before the big meal tomorrow, but I have paths to follow before next year.) But this will bake Thursday along with the pork belly, so I do need to scrape the remains out of the cast iron skillet in prep for tomorrow.

- Orange veg: We're going with kaddo bourani in lieu of our default Orange Vegetable Soup trend of the last few years. Given all the other experimentation I tend to put on this menu, it's always good to have some reliable old faves on the docket as well. I'm making the meat sauce right now, but will probably not start the pumpkin part until this afternoon, as I need to do both the stuffing and pie crust before the pumpkin hogs the oven all afternoon/evening.

- Green veg, cooked: Which is why Andrea Nguyen's sesame salt greens (from her cookbook Ever Green Vietnamese) are back as well. Based on the greens we have in the fridge right now, it's gonna be collards to make the Southern boy happy :) It's stovetop, it can be done pretty close to last minute, but I might try to slip this in tonight and just rewarm tomorrow. If not, I'll make them while the pork is roasting Thursday.

- Green veg, raw: I was irked that some random reel came across my Instagram feed this week that said, of Thanksgiving dishes Sagittarius is salad. But the reasoning was basically atting me, hahaha. "It's like, chaotic, nobody quite knows what could be in it, it could be from anywhere in the world, any type of salad." Which is tempting me, don't get me wrong, to pull in a Midwestern dessert salad, hahahahaha 😁 (I'd probably go strawberry pretzel, LBR.) [Also, I could have sworn I wrote a thing about Midwestern dessert salads here, but I can't find it to link to, so maybe it's just in my notepad of things I've been meaning to post about? Must rectify that.] But Eric Kim's Roasted Seaweed Salad (from his Korean American cookbook) will also be on the table again. This one's easy - will be made during the half hour the pork is resting waiting to come to the table.

- Potatoes: uh I guess we should figure this out, right? But we're looking for something different from our usual scallion cheddar or maple miso mashed potatoes. And I don't want to do anything that involves mandolining or tiling a bunch of potatoes either. We will probably default back to some kind of basic mash, though Kristina Cho mentioned Sriracha Twice-Baked Potatoes on her Substack, and while the potatoes we have on hand are too small to do that properly, we could certainly run with the general flavoring principles. I may try to outsource this to Leonard and Sara though!

- Miscellaneous: If I get ambitious, I also really want deviled eggs and I have like two dozen options for recipes with Asian flavorings.

- Dessert: I did manage to get ahold of passionfruit, so Alana Kysar's Liliko'i Chiffon Pie (from her cookbook Aloha Kitchen) will be gracing our table again. And that's first up for today: I need to get started on the crust so that's out of the way before I work on the filling.

And with that, I'd better get moving! Especially because I may need to make one last dash out to the supermarket for forgotten ingredients (mostly for the pie: gelatin, eggs). Wish me luck.

Events of note

Nov. 23rd, 2025 10:35 am
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bullet points for October & November
yeah it's 99% ice hockey )

And that brings me to this week! In which I got a cold on Wednesday and therefore skipped training Wed and Fri and worked from home Thu and Fri. I did shake off the cold enough to play my first game for Huskies last night (in Gosport, against Southampton Spitfires), and later today I'll be playing for Kodiaks 2 against Lee Valley Vampires. I am especially looking forward to this one, I love playing against teams full of friends.

Next weekend Kodiaks 2 have a double-header weekend of home games in Peterborough: Saturday night against Lee Valley Vampires and Sunday night against MK Falcons 2. And that wraps up 2025 for Kodiaks 2: after 6 games in 5 weekends in November, we have zero games in December.

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This is another old meme that I find particularly interesting because it's a lot harder than it can seem at first. I mean, I could rattle off dozens of characters I love off the top of my head, but listing 3 that are similar to me in some ways is not so straightforward. At least to me.

Anyway, here's my current choice (and it's interesting to see how different they are from the ones I chose the first time around, 10 years ago - Hermione Granger, Elinor Dash wood from Sense&Sensibility and Jaye from Wonderfalls):

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  1. Margaret Hale from North&South. A strong-willed woman who's really not a good judge of character. Generous but proud, her family is very important to her. She's also generous and compassionate and I think I am too.

  2. Tami Taylor from Friday Night Lights. Isn't it a bit sad that I could come up only with her as an example of a grown woman who is a wife and mother but is not only defined by these two roles? She also had a career in education (she was a guidance counselor and then a vice principal or something along those lines). Of course, I wish I was half as cool as her.

  3. Mirabel from Encanto. This is because quite a few of my students said I remind them of her. Lol. I think they meant physically what with my short curly hair and the glasses, buy I must say the bubbly personality, the tendency to people-pleasing and her love for her family are something else we have in common.

Which characters do you think are similar to you in some ways and why?

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